Mistakes & passions.

We all make mistakes. We also learn from those mistakes, I've made mistakes. I've made some really stupid ones, those ones are the ones that I've learnt from and its made me who I am more or less. I've slept with people that I maybe wouldnt not have if I wasnt drinking so much. Maybe if Iwas a little happier in my life, I wouldnt have drank so much. I did though, but I learned that drinking while fun, isnt so fun when its all the time. Having sex also fun, but more fun when you're in a relationship and in love with someone. I've also learned that I'm 22 years old, I'm still going to make mistakes and hopefully they're not as stupid as they were before. I've also learned that there are good people out there, who wont run away when you tell them something "scary" and that they will be there still when you turn around. I was reading a blog earlier, well watching a video on Kandee's blog. That girl, has so much light and passion inside of her. She is doing what she loves, its something that brings so much joy into her life. I want to find that, that joy that passion for something that I love doing. I just dont know what it is, or how to find it. I mean, a job is a job. I want a career, which I would love doing for the rest of my life. How do I find it, how do I go about figuring out where my passions lay and my talents? I was told that writing is something that I seem talented in, but I'm not sure. I just wish I knew what I wanted to do. Some people have it so easy, they are born to do something.
Me, I wonder "what was I born to do?"