Uh, blah.

Worked last week, was nice. Got a nice small cheque out of it. I need to find a stable job though, something I'd like to do. Hmph.

So I've been telling more people about my plans for school next year, which means I will have to follow through with it! I'm just scared, that it wont work out and I'll fuck up again. I've already taken 3 other courses and never got past the 1st semester. Just worried that I'll end up a complete fuck up and I wont end up ever doing anything with my life - its a big worry of mine, so much so that I worry myself to tears over it. Sad right? So I do hope that I'll have a rockin support system to keep me moving forward with everything. I also need to keep myself moving forward, its hard when you dont have the motavition to do it yourself. Gotta find it somewhere I suppose. Gah.