The interview...

Went pretty well, hoping for a call back next week. Might go away this weekend. Hopefully, anyways. Thats about it.

I have an interview!

I have an interview! Yay me! I went and applied at the local supermarket here in town and I got a phone call just before 3pm (central) for an interview tomorrow afternoon at 2pm. I'm exicted and nervous, last interview I had was for a hardwear store and I didnt get that job! So, hopefully everything goes smoothly, I wonder what types of questions I'll get asked. I'm going to start laundry and find something to wear, and then figure out how to do my hair & make-up tomorrow. Oh, so much to do before the interview, I really want to put my best foot forward. Ah, well I'm going to fool around with some pics, and whatnot.

Wish me luck!

Slacking

So, there are a few jobs around. I'll go out for them at some point this week. I've been uber busy since 2 weeks ago. Family stuff & whatnot. I'm honestly thinking that the Graphic Design course is for me! I'm going to try & do some more research on it and see if it is what I want. I mean, its different than what I was going for before and the classes that brought out the most, spark in me was the ones where we had to do more creative stuff! So, I'll be doing that, and job hunting. I think thats it.

Whoops on the slacking on the blog!

I dont know what I wanna do with my life!!!

How do I find my passions?

I know what I like, but I'm not sure if I like those things enough to make it my life calling. I want to go to school next year and take a course in something that I'm going to like enough to make it what I wanna do with my life. It sucks, cause some people know what they love to do and they go out and do it and do it for their entire life. I'm scared that I wont find it, that I'll find something and like the last 3 times in school, fail and not like the course and waste 4 months of my life. I dont want to waste anymore time, I wanna find what I love to do and do it. So how the heck do I go about finding that? How do people know? I just want, to be happy and love what I'm doing. I'm watching Kenny Chesney, and hes doing what he loves and what hes talented at. I dont know what I'm talented in! If I knew what I loved doing I wouldnt be 22 and writing this blog right now. I'd be out doing it, I'd be happy doing it as well. Is there like, a quiz or something online that I could take? Cause I would love to do what I love doing, if I knew what that was. Alright, so I love to bake but having baking be something I'm doing for life? I'm not so sure. I love children but I took that ECE course and hated it. I like make-up and hair, I took cosmotology in high school and loved it. Maybe I'm meant to be a SAHM? I'm happy doing laundry and doing dishes. I wasnt happy doing it while housekeeping. I hated cleaning up after a lot of people. I'm just not sure, what I want to do. I think I might go try to find a quiz online that will tell me what I should do with my life.

Mistakes & passions.

We all make mistakes. We also learn from those mistakes, I've made mistakes. I've made some really stupid ones, those ones are the ones that I've learnt from and its made me who I am more or less. I've slept with people that I maybe wouldnt not have if I wasnt drinking so much. Maybe if Iwas a little happier in my life, I wouldnt have drank so much. I did though, but I learned that drinking while fun, isnt so fun when its all the time. Having sex also fun, but more fun when you're in a relationship and in love with someone. I've also learned that I'm 22 years old, I'm still going to make mistakes and hopefully they're not as stupid as they were before. I've also learned that there are good people out there, who wont run away when you tell them something "scary" and that they will be there still when you turn around. I was reading a blog earlier, well watching a video on Kandee's blog. That girl, has so much light and passion inside of her. She is doing what she loves, its something that brings so much joy into her life. I want to find that, that joy that passion for something that I love doing. I just dont know what it is, or how to find it. I mean, a job is a job. I want a career, which I would love doing for the rest of my life. How do I find it, how do I go about figuring out where my passions lay and my talents? I was told that writing is something that I seem talented in, but I'm not sure. I just wish I knew what I wanted to do. Some people have it so easy, they are born to do something.
Me, I wonder "what was I born to do?"