Figuring out my life? Perhaps.

So basically, the other night I stayed up a little late. Chatted with a friend of mine, trying to figure out my life. Like, if I want to go away to school next year. If I would like to apply for that job, if I'd be "right" for it or if I should apply for another job.

I like feeling like this where I feel like I'm making progress in moving forward in my life, with work/school. I really hope that those plans to go through, I mean going to school with a friend & cousin I'd have a support system there with me. I'd have people around, who do party but not often like, we'd be able to actually concentrate on school and everything without having a 24/7 party going on which is something that I would really rather not have. I've done the whole, "party" thing and failed my ass in school. I dont want that again, I've failed because I didnt try hard enough, I hope that this time. I actually pass because I like the course, and because I'm with like-minded people, working towards the same goal. Graduation + Diploma. I still have a few months to think things over, school-wise. Work wise, I gotta get my ass in gear! I'm still on vacation for now though, so I have about a week to apply for those jobs. Growing up, who said it had to be fun?